My Life with Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome
“I am Danielle Davis and this is my journey.
EDS (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, Hypermobility Type)
POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome)
Bipolar Disorder (Type I, Mixed Episode)
PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder”
Open Letter to Those Without Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome
I am angry. EDS has taken so much away from me. I can no longer do many of things I enjoy doing. I sometimes have difficulty just completing simple tasks. If I appear angry please understand it is EDS I am angry with, not you.
Please understand that having EDS doesn’t mean I’m not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day being very careful about what I do, and if you visit I might not seem like much fun to be with, but I’m still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, work and my family and friends etc, and most of the time I’d still like to hear you talk about yours too.
Please don’t assume you know what is best for me. EDS has affected my joints and such, not my mind. I am capable of making my own decisions. If I make the wrong decision, it is I who has to deal with the consequences. I still want to be part of the “gang.” Please continue to invite me to participate in activities. I’ll decide if I am capable of it. You may think you are being considerate by not inviting me to go ice-skating with everyone else, but it hurts when you exclude me. Maybe I can’t skate with everyone else but I can bring the hot chocolate and watch.
Please don’t tell me you know how I feel. You don’t. Don’t offer me sympathy; I don’t want your pity. But do offer me support and understanding, which I appreciate. I know sometimes I look perfectly healthy, but looks can be deceiving. Please understand that I am dealing with invisible pain and a lot of fatigue. Even on a good day I feel like you do when you have the flu (tired, achy and sore). Please keep that in mind.”